\(^0^)/ teeshawfrum

Forget it, I’m gonna just get use to this. 

And slowly erase everything, done it before and will do it again.

Just go away lah.

Why do you always pretend that you care but actually you don’t? 

Lol.

Why can’t I be smarter, prettier and everything else that I know I can never be…?

I want us to last.

Because you told me that it would only be for me.

But, it is not.

Because you told me that you wouldn’t have time.

But seems like you have a lot of time for other stuffs.

Because you said that I don’t keep to my words.

But, well, same goes for you.

So why must I change when you still remain the same?

It’s like I keep telling myself it’s okay, it’s gonna be okay, I’m okay. But the truth is, somehow this little devil in me keeps asking the recurring question: “Are you really able to do it?”

This little devil must be really powerful because I really can’t shake off her question as easily as I did before.

Come on, you can do this. 

Or can I…?

I miss deep conversations.

How sad that everyone thinks that I’m so happy but I’m actually not…

Because there’s no more time left for me…

There are no more surprises.

There are no more staring.

It’s just you and me, so near yet so far apart.

It’s like it has just lost its meaning.